need to rant (tw vent-)

Mama_WeAllGo2Hell 7/25/2023 05:32 pm 350

i fucking hate my stepdad. whenever he comes over with no warning it just makes me wanna curl up in a ball and cry he makes me so anxious and nervous to do anything. i cant eat while hes there. i cant shower while hes there. i feel like i cant do anything while hes here, even though nobodys telling me i cant do these things but myself. it feels wrong to do anything in front of him. he always comes at the worst times and its usually when my moms at work, which makes it so much worse. he doesnt even do anything to me, hes overly nice to me, but knowing the things hes said and done to my stepsibling just makes it so i cant fucking stand him. hes like a fucking manchild. dont fucking apologize i dont care, and i dont wanna fucking talk to you. i just wanna go to my room but that feels wrong too. we're not even in the same room most of the time but he just makes me feel so restricted and scared to do anything. i hate him i hate him i hate him please just fucking go away

and i know im not supposed to vent here but i really feel like i dont have any other options, and im sorry about it

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Trever_The_OutcastX3
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Jul 25, 2023 11:28 pm

I can relate. Honestly, I can, My Biological mother would bring people over to her house, Who made me uncomfy or afraid to do anything. It got so bad once I had to run away to a friend's place. So I get it. I hope things get better for you and want to send good vibes

Phosfate
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Jul 25, 2023 6:45 pm

I have been there, my friend, and it's awkward and painful and you feel guilty for feeling that way. It's a million times worse when it's family, and when you're young and they aren't. But if you feel someone isn't trustworthy, that's okay and usually worth listening to. It doesn't matter if you're at home, at school, wherever. I've had a few people turn out to be not so bad, but I have had many more regrets about ignoring my internal alarm than not.

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need to rant (tw vent-)

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