so like i had been like super in love (and still kinda am:/) with this person. ill call them ash for this
so like we started dating in October of 2021, and like I was totally head over heels for them. they didn't seem to see me the same; they would get other boyfriends, and once there was even a girl I think. but anyway, they were interested in everyone but me. but I was a little short of obsessed with them. finally, on new year's eve, a lot of things happened (not just with this person) and I made some bad decisions. one of those decisions was breaking up with them. we don't talk anymore.
but I miss them. a lot. its been 4 months and I still miss them.
how do I get over love that never really existed
edit: LOL I gave them a made up name and then never used it