vent //s3xual stuff and pain

Lord_Cookie 1/27/2022 07:37 am 310

end of design, just before go to math, head starts pounding (design is first subject too) and feel stupidly tired and can't finish. go outside of design, shake uncontrollably, shivering, trembling. do it so much until lower back hurt, get close to crying because of pain, migraine gets worse, s/o and friend are worried, s/o demands to go to the nurse, say no because have appointment already. start holding in tears from pain, wifi sucks for math class, go to math room, pain subsides a bit, finds out its because of sans' pain, legs ache from pe, cramps get worse but slowly stop shivering. back hurts really bad and can't get comfortable, first break, go to library and annoying person won't go away when wanting to regress. go to lang lit, have nurse appointment, can't find nurse, go back and ask friend, leads to nurse, nurse's program doesn't work, walk back, have to come back to nurse at 2.

next break, wanting to spend time alone with s/o but beading club, pain still but eventually subside except headache, get perler done and go to mentor, pain worsens again, have nurse appointment, needs to check back so have to take off all shirts, she wiggles her fingers near waist and hips and goes up bra for no reason, says cant just lift up shirt, has to do again, upset, goes to s/o and does annoying S&A, goes home with pain, FINALLY gets meds for headache, back still hurt and now have cat friend, still sad though - valokant..