Vent/neg tw: sewer slide lol

Deleted Account 11/20/2021 07:20 pm 384

I think I will actually off myself if I have to do the rest of highschool <3.

Tell me about how much you just want to curb stomp your school, it's ver cathartic because I can't muster up enough energy to be mad about my situation but I can for yours-

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natluvscats688
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Nov 21, 2021 4:47 am

u already know abt some of this but

-in my school ur either gay or homophobic, surprisingly there r a lot of gays but the 7th graders are almost all homophobic, it's stupid

-turning stuff in is a lot more important now ig?? I couldn't finish 1 project because I was home sick and literally could not get up to work on it and I ended up w a d+ for the quarter

-do not trust anyone in my school. even the people you think r the nicest n would never snitch, trust me those are the ones that would do it in a heartbeat.

- (this actually isnt a bad thing but it is for me) my teachers constantly check up on me, and it's like always at the worst time because when they ask they leave me abt to have a whole mental breakdown lmao

-The office doesnt do anything when I tell them that there's something wrong, or does the bare minimum, but when it's me that's in trouble they go all out- like dude what yall make me spend more time in the office than I do in class

rotten_meat
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Nov 21, 2021 4:38 am

@tranquil_totoro:

Tw:sewer slide and bigotry ig

you obviously have no idea what's going on in my life so imma just tell you. I go to an alternative school full of natzis and maybe like 3 good people. I have an intense phobia of school and never once in my life felt safe in those walls and never will, I have full on panic attacks Everytime I even think about going. I'm trans and I'll never get to transition in this shitty town and I'm also black. So I can't even make friends if I even wanted too, I'd have to pretend to be something I'm not and I'm not going to do that. I'm probably going to be trapped here for years before I'll have enough to actually move away.

I'm not wanted in that school, in the public school, or even in this fucking town. I appreciate your optimism but that's just not how it works for me. It's not just hard it's fucking soul crushing and I can't and won't do it Their is no good here. I can't even go outside my apartment without being stared at. I'd rather fucking kill myself then go through this shit For the rest of my teenage years. It won't get better until I fuck off and when that'll be is even more elusive than my own happiness.

AvexSoot
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Nov 21, 2021 2:46 am

Everyone has long interesting stories but at my university the kids just misname and misgender me so like- yeah [also bullied for having DID but that's usual]

squeee
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Nov 20, 2021 10:56 pm

Usually i'm against venting publicly, but fucking whatever i wanna write this. I need to get my thoughts down.

I go to an all-girls school (year 9, going into year 10 next year) and i'm very scared that I won't be able to transition. I know however things go they're going to be messy. I can go on testosterone at 16 (i'm 14 currently) but i already feel like I'm running out of time because i started to gothrough puberty early. Blockers are also a difficult process and wouldn't be useful in my situation. Urghhh. And then i'm not sure if i'll even be able to stay at my school if I go on T. That fucks everything up. My parents put me on the wait list when i was 3 months old which makes me just feel like a let-down. But if i can stay i'll definitely become a topic of discussion among people (i hate attention) as well as being misgendered by the school and people who know I'm trying to transition which just hurts. If I go back to my old school i'll also get deadnamed constantly and probably also made fun of. People there know me too well. Then if i'm gonna move schools to somewhere else thats also a massive fucking issue. haha. The things i would do to have been born male. Someday i want to be happy and look back on these miserable times. also sorry if u read this and its corny as fuck. lol.

TotallyTurbo
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Nov 20, 2021 8:22 pm

tw: mention of suicide and homophobia

there's this one dude who won't stop harassing me bc i'm gay and he's super homophobic and continuously calls me slurs and stuff, i've asked teachers if i can move seats bc i sit next to him in every class i have him in and they're like "no you're fine he's sweet and he's not hurting you" like this kid makes me feel so uncomfortable and makes me want to stab him or somethin

brh and my friend (who use to date hi) is like- "oh he's really nice t me! he's just messing with you!" like no he's sitting here telling me i need to go to hell and that i need to read the bible and shit.

he's also telling me to kms and leave america bc he tells me you can't be gay in america??? like sir uh okay

and i hate school bc i have sexist and terrivle teachers.

Stevie_Burton
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Nov 20, 2021 8:20 pm

as a freshman in college, high school is definitely hard but it's very fun !!! make as many memories as you can, because four (4) years may seem like a teeny tiny amount of time, but it'll be over before you know it. it'll be gone in the blink if an eye. yes, there are a lot of things like homework, classes, etc. but it's definitely worth it. high school and graduating high school is a major accomplishment in life !!! you can do it !!! <3

monomania888
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Nov 20, 2021 8:17 pm

(TW: Mention of sexual assault)
Dude all my teachers give me so much homework as if I don’t have homework for my other classes and also I’m super scared for high school because at the high school I’m going to a girl got sexually harassed in the school bathroom by a group of boys and one of the boys filmed it And apparently stuff like that happens a lot at that school so I’m rlly worried

Vent/neg tw: sewer slide lol

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