vent tw:caps, slight mention of tics (no typing quirks)
kazz_makez_kandi 10/20/2021 05:57 pm 91
so earlier i ticked and said "ew" to something my friend said. My partner got mad at me and basically gave me a two minute lecture how i should think before i say something, even though i tried to explain i couldn't help it. (kept getting interupted) then my partner ignored me for the rest of the day and didn't sit with me at lunch. my mom uses me as a conversation starter and she doesn't talk ab the good things i do. so i sound like a terrible person and no one ever wants to talk to me. all i can do i just sit here and overthink, drown in my own thoughts,i can't even cry and my head hurts. i dont know what to do anymore .