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i keep crying over minor things, but it feels like everything is piling up on me. I keep forgetting my lunch, my keys, im sleeping past my alarms, and having nightmares. I've had to leave class to talk to a councilor twice this week because i keep crying in class. There are family issues that have been concerning me recently, but they're out of my control. My mom tells me not to worry about it, but she talks about it all the time. now with my phone broken ( my source of escapism), I don't know how to feel better about all of this.

My mom keeps telling me that its not worth worrying about, but that honestly makes me feel worse. Not only do i have no control, i feel stupid that i keep breaking down over things that "Don't Matter"

Honestly, this whole week has just been off

@sanctimoniousPsychopath: ty, this does help a bit :]

i'm really sad today and I don't know why

like nothing bad happened and I took my meds and I ate and i'm listening to music I like, but i'm just really sad for seemingly no reason

@Cinnamorolling_InMyGrave_: omg slay he just came into my room and was all pissy because I was looking at my screen and literally not doing anything while he was talking to me. Ihatehimihwtehimihatehimihatehim. “Well I’ve been trying to do better” I don’t fncking care, I really don’t. And any time that he’s “not mad” when I say something he’ll do the deepest sigh humanly possible. Also the other day I asked my mom to close my door after my dad walked out of the room because his hands were full she said yes and then my dad came back all mad because “I can just do it myself”. Great I don’t care. She was fine with it, I didn’t ask you to do anything because your hands are full. He’s so mean and is one of those “I don’t want to be like my dad” people. He’s not like his dad but that doesn’t automatically make him enjoyable? Loving life