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Fuck it. Im just going to write it, why not.

Honestly? I dont think you are sorry. /srs

The way you broke up with me. Looking back at those messages now, God I was so stupid. You really broke up with me, Because I dont know how to grieve? And- compared you like- once to my best friend, that I cant get over because she killed herself when me and her were only 10 years old? And- I was ruining your mental health I guess.

Then, you say that I broke your trust, and made you stop trusting jose, who apparently lied and said that I had a real reason of dating you. (I honestly laughed when you sent me that. Because, guess what? I didn't believe you. I still dont.) Then you just, gave me a half-assed sorry.

Besides those, I have heard that, you talked shit about me, behind my back; saying things like "Im glad I dumped *insert dead name*. Jazzy has proof of you talking shit about me. And you know what really makes me upset. And what I realized, AFTER we broke up? Your a fucking liar. And- I realized your a bad one too. Your a pathological liar. Yo even said, TO MY FACE, how you are such a good liar, and that I wont be able to tell the difference between you lying and telling the truth. and dont act dumb and say you didn't. Because my memory isn't THAT shitty. And, Im not a moron either. And you know WHY this makes me so upset? Because I now, cannot tell the difference between you lying or telling the truth. I cannot believe anything you say.

Adding on to that. Three days after we broke up, You started dating your boyfriend. 3 days. Feels like you just dump me for someone else if I'm being honest. and you probably did! Because, again, I cant believe a word you say. Honestly, when I found out you went and dated someone else, I knew you acted dumb and lied. You replyed to me when I said: "Inst that like 2 days after we broke up? idk just pointing that to lmao." and you replyed with- "not quite sure?". You were trying to act dumb. Want to know why I know this? because I been manipulated before. And Im not dumb. its honestly really funny but sad. Because I think you want to make sure I dont get my sad little feelings hurt. But, guess what? by lying, and all this other bullshit, you managed to hurt me more. lmao.

If you were bored of me, you could of dump me for that reason. Or maybe the fact that your in highschool now, and I'm in junior high? That makes way more sense. But, of course not. You had to blame it on something else, probably lied here and there, then talk shit about me.

Tbh, If you think I'm acting like a victim, I'm not. lol. Pretty much, I cannot trust you. I guess we are still friends, but, it never be the same ever again. because I never trust you. Ever again. there are many reasons why I'm now glad that we are not dating anymore. And, thats your fault for those reasons. and for me finally not being trapped in a love spell (what it felt like) and realizing, Your not that good fo a person. though, you try to act like one.

Fuck- You were never even my type to begin with.

My hobbies really make you that insecure? You are the most insecure person I've ever met. You left me because I had BPD and was getting diagnosed with other things. I hope you know I'm autistic now and I hope that bothers you. You were so afraid of my mental health pills because you thought it was giving me chemicals that you weren't getting naturally. After I educated you on the pills, you still pushed back. You're an insecure woman-beating monster. Its sad that you were embarrassed of your ex previous to me. Thats extremely hurtful to them. Why were you even with her if it was that bad that you didn't want anyone to run into you guys in public? And why did you always have to correct the way I talk? And called me feeble constantly. And getting a 'goth girlfriend' is a trend... Don't use me for your wanting to fit in.

UGH I hope he sees this somehow and it bothers him.

falls down th stairs Lawwlll its so cool so s/a a 12 yewarold Slaaayy!!!!!!!! /sarc /neg

You're not my ex. We were never in a relationship, no matter what you told other people - and you were more than happy to tell other people but never said a thing to me. We never so much as spoke on the phone. We were online friends and you had to go and ruin that. What is wrong with you?

hope you and your crush get to together, i hope you have a good life <3 im sorry i had to end things they way they did. i really am. i messed up bad but i always want to be there to help you out whenever you need it. if you need someone to talk to im here, i will always care about you alright? (he goes on this site too so i hope he sees this/gen)