do ya'll ever have a special interest/perma-fixation for soooo fuckn long that you forget it's technically a spin/fixation and don't even rlly think of it that way anymore??
no it's not homestuck
i've literally loved art and drawing since i could hold a fuckn crayon. i've been drawing my ENTIRE life, and I never stopped. I'm in art school now!!! I might NEVER stop. even when it wasn't bringing me as much joy I'm always doodling and I'm always looking at things through an artistic lense; "oh that would make a cool drawing!!!" "i love the colors on that thing!!" "i would never wear that but [x oc or x character] would look AMAZING in it!" "I should take a picture of that, just in case i need it for a future project!"
and I can talk for HOURS about my art, my artistic process, how i learn and what i've learned and what was good for my artistic growth from my first year of art school to when i was just coloring the fucking alphabet robots in kindergarten!
I can also talk for hours about film making and movies, which is another form of art. I pause movies and shows i'm watching with my dad to point out why a certain shot is interesting or how certain shots or lightings contribute to the tone or, if i know background knowledge, how a scene was made and how the sets were made and how much work was put into maybe like, a few seconds of what we're watching!!! I watch movies and, especially with horror, I'm constantly thinking abt how it was shot, the prop design, the costuming, if the effects were CGI or practical or both, how COOL the practical effects are or how REAL or even, tbh BAD the CGI looks.
I've always been interested in this but I consider filmmaking and horror movies and horror in general to be a definite special interest, where as with art, because it's just been so fucking long and consistent, i hesitate even mentioning it bcs it feels obvious to me.
i didn't mean to type this much whoops-
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