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“Sleeping a lot, ready to die
She wants me gone, I'm already trying
Telling the truth, losing my mind
She wants my best, but its so hard to find
I don't know what to think
Somebody, murder me
I don't feel anything
Somebody, murder me
Always on my own
Always all alone“

murder me by life after youth

You coming around
But you act so cold
So cold, so cold
You show them wrong
'Cause you just say no
No no, no no
You torture me
But I just won't scream
I'm dead inside
Even in my dreams”

Fucking with my head by palaye royale

“It's so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes

Are so much wetter than the space between my thighs
Oh, oh, oh I can't help if thinking about it only makes me cry
It keeps me wet, you know you keep me wet,
'Til I run dry

It's ni ghts like this that remind me of my deepest fantasy
Where I'm all alone and I feel the cold, dark earth caressing me
'Cause I'm six feet under nearly, and I don't have anyone, but
This wouldn't be the first or last time that
Both my tears and I have come”

Wet by dazey and the scout

“I'm fine
Why are you asking
My head
Is filled with slime and grime
My brain
Is filled with sludge and drugs“

School shooter by wych elm

¨wheres my fucking teenage dream?¨ - brutal by olivia rodrigo

¨oh i am just a kid i always make mistakes¨ - kids by current joys

¨oh i am just a kid, i never use my brain i only use my heart and my imagination¨ - kids by current joys

¨this is a love song for a girl who will never know its about her i know its pretty stupid but im much too shy to tell her¨ - looking out for you by joy again

um ok so.

"tv taught me how to feel now real life has now appeal" oh no by marina

"they tell me I'm a god, I'm lost in the facade" my ordinary life by the living tombstone

"nothing I do is ever good enough" I can't handle change by roar

YEAH <3

i have so many of these my day has finally come HAHA!

i actually have a whole playlist of songs i super relate to, but here are some highlights

"where you can't get what you want but you can get me, so let's set out to sea, love, 'cause you are my medicine when you're close to me" - on melancholy hill by gorillaz

"start asking for forgiveness in advance for all the future things i will destroy, that way i can ruin everything, when i do you don't get to act surprised, when it finally gets to be too much, i always told you you could leave at any time" - hardline by julien baker

"i could make you smile if you stay awhile, but how long will you stay with me, baby? because your candle burns too bright, i almost forgot it was twilight, - twilight by elliott smith

"mom and daddy aren't in love, that's fine, i'll settle for two birthdays" - devil town by cavetown

"i'm standing on a beach in the distance, and even though you're far away, can you see my red light? it's waiting to turn green, cause i feel so isolated without you, i can't play a happy tune on my own, so stay by my side" - aries by gorillaz

"but if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn't know how to be alive, i should move to a brand new city, teach myself how to die" - brand new city by mitski

"if i can't learn to make myself feel better, how can i expect anyone else to give a sh*t? so i scream for the sunlight, or a car to take me anywhere, just get me past this dead and eternal snow" - if winter ends by bright eyes

"so tell me you love me, tell me you loved me, i wanted so bad, i wanted so bad to believe you" - shadowboxing by julien baker, and from the same song, " i know that you don't understand, cause you don't believe what you don't see, when you watch me throwing punches with the devil, oh it just looks like i'm fighting with me, but there's a comfort in failure"

"so if i recover, can you be my comfort? or it can be over, or we can just leave it here" recover by chvrches, and from the same song, "and you take what you need, and you know you don't need me"