Im so mad but also happy but also mad pls

CybrBoy 1/3/2022 03:01 am 335

Theres these 2 guys at my school and the first guy ill call paul and the second one greg. SO greg is 2 year older than me and paul is 1 year older than me. I used to like both of them but i rlly only like greg now bc paul is a genuinely bad person. And before covid they both liked me (they would send me things abt me being cute and like those tiktoks that r like "send this 2 ur crush"oh and we were all on the same bus) we never did anything tho we were just friends. I likes gred more bc he sat in the seat across from me on the bus and we would walways flirt and stuff. But after covid (now) they both know im pan and the dude gred keeps calling me gay (like in a jokeing way) and i walways told him i liked guys and other people to and one time he was like "so you like paul" and i was like wth no we r just friends lmao and he was like "he always gets rejected lol" so ig paul liked me?? In the halway greg would always like tap me on the shoulder or sum like that and it was adorable like he was trying to get my atention (he had a gf) and the dude paul would always try and talk to me (honestly i think hes hot lol) and he would always act childish and it was adorable AHHHHGFYtdrtfyuhgh BUT more recently they have been ignoring me whenevr i tried to talk to them and im rlly confused. But paul got suspended for having weed and now its just greg. BUT gregs gf fr in the bathroom was like "back up off my boyfriend bc ik you like him" and i was like "Bro im a major fagg back tf off" and after that is when gred stopped talking to me. His stupid gf always gives me dirty looks like shes abt to beat me up when that girl is weak af and yeah. im just like ugh bc that man is so fine and has such a good personality but i cant do nun abt it bc this woman thinks hes her property or sum. ALso this other guy on my bus ima call arron fr askeed me for one of my bracelets and wears it every day. ANd he thinks we r friends but i only am bc his little 5 yr brother is adorable af and calls me his besti and calls me fab. On the bus i sit in the seat next to him and mans fr was asking all these questions abt my life and it was so akward. Mans was like, "do you have siblings?, what year were u born, Who are ur friends i wonder if i know em all" and pointing out houses or neighborhoods and asking me if i know anyone there. iT was SO FREAKINYTF AKWARD OMG i think he likes me and im scared bc hes shorter then me and a yee yee deer killing bible reading straight cis guy so plshelp. Oh and this hot ass mtf at my school ill call them ben but omfg ben is so hot and grabs my thighs and everytime they do i want them to pin me against the wall istg OMG Honestly i would let all of them besides arron bc they r all hot pls help AH