another vent because i need to get some stuff off my chest

TotallyTurbo 11/14/2021 07:38 pm 198

i just did a vent not like twenty mins ago but whoo here's a bunch of stuff i need to get out before it hurts me

i struggle with imposter syndrome (i swear if someone comments amogus- like please i'm serious) and it gets more difficult from time to time, especially at school and with my hobbies like drawing and singing and i thought i was getting better but no i'm definitely not.

i've signed up for a counselor and i get to meet her next month because i feel so fucking terrible right now and i feel like my life is getting worse by the second. i'm probably going to avoid going out anywhere because human interaction is down right my number one stress right now

i'm trying to find some way to cope with my severe anxiety and overall just anything i'm dealing with

i'm also super depressed all the time and i don't know what to do about it

i don't really have any friends to talk to this about or anybody really

sometimes i feel like i just can't do anything right

it just

hurts

all the time

i'm trying out new things, like journaling. i'm buying a planner soon to keep things organized and even trying to get a healthier sleep schedule.

i just don't know what to do