unus annus anniversary (this is so nerdy yall i wrote a paragraph)

Deleted Account 11/14/2021 05:46 am 401

how we feelin yall. talk, grieve, and reminisce in the comments.

i for one feel Horrible because… i missed unus annus while it was here. i’ve been living off of funny moments for like a month now. i actually found an archive of all of their videos and at first i was like “omg this is it i finally get to see it” but then i.. chose not to watch it?? i was thinking about what mark and ethan’s wishes were for it not to be shared and i just. wouldn’t want them to be disappointed in me?? as stupid as that sounds djhsjsj they just mean so much to me, y’know?

so, i had to realize that i’ll never experience what so many people did. the daily videos, the last livestream, the screen going black… i’ll never know what it felt like, because i wasnt there. it’s really heartbreaking because i missed out on such an amazing and beautiful thing.

but that’s okay.

or… it will be. eventually.

memento mori.

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Nov 15, 2021 7:48 am

on bad days i still sometimes open up youtube expecting another video, but then come to the hard realization that its never coming back :-(, i was there the whole live stream, I watched the five last minutes and i sobbed for 8 hours straight when it ended (/srs), i miss it everyday man. only thing that got me through 2019, memento mori my friend.

  • kira
Nov 14, 2021 8:32 am

@glitched_user: omg no i’ve cried so much over it and i didn’t even get a chance to see it in its glory so i understand

Nov 14, 2021 8:11 am

Honestly I miss it so much, I miss the feeling of opening YouTube and seeing another video from them, the timer at the end before I really started worrying about how much time was left, the final live stream where they were talking about the channel and what they wanted to happen with it, and how they achieved it. But they conveyed the point perfectly. It was a celebration of what was, and that it can’t be permanent, but we enjoyed it while it was there. Memento mori.

Also I cried over it two times last night sorry for the paragraph I’m not good at writing and I’m still very emotional over this a year later