Sooooo i had gym today and i have a friend, we'll name k, who I'm not really friends with because she is , not a very nice person, but then there's a person that I'm becoming friends with, we'll name them s.
So in gym, k referred to me as she, and s which we actually haven't talked a whole lot, but they tried correcting k and said "I think you mean he" but k just ignored them. K has never referred to me as a guy, well once, but was being sarcastic. she once told me that I cant be trans because of my chest- I hadn't gotten a binder yet and I was doing my best to conceal it but that made me feel like sh1t.
I also mentioned at my lunch table, or wherever it was I was sitting cus I don't quite remember, that I use it/its pronouns. oh yeah! it was before school at the table (long story) but someone said "good because ive been calling you it for a while anyway" so while I was happy they were using those pronouns, it felt kinda weird because I know they were doing it to be disrespectful.
And from earlier, S came out to me today they told me they're non-binary, and first I made sure that they/them are their pronouns, and I congratulated them for being able to come out
Bonus: my "crush" fake hit me (pretended to but like didn't actually) and I told him to do it for real, and he did then called me a masochist- which isn't wrong. but then I asked him to hit me again, so he hit me in the arm, and 2 times in the back hehe- then he left and couldn't do it anymore but I told him only to do it if he was comfortable with it, so apparently he is, so now I told him he can beat the crap out of me whenever he wants
(I say it with " because I used to like him, he's cool, I guess I kinda still like him, but there's 2 other people I like a whole lot more~ I'm friends with one of them on here, try to guess )
uhm yeah- bye-
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