Psychosis :D

Deleted Account 9/4/2021 08:28 pm 353

My psychosis is fucking wild rn. I mean, it's not that wild, but it's annoying me . I do not enjoy feeling things that aren't there that's weird I don't like it I just wanna paint and bead in peace but alas it is tormenting me

Idon't want or need advice I just need to complain (and also I need attention everyone else is asleep

Having a shit tone of disorders that cause varying degrees of psychosis is weird because you can't really narrow anything down to one specific disorder or reasoning but I wanna say this time it's just my brain desperately trying to ground myself in reality (which it ironically does by making me become fictional character legend douche bag bro strider)

or maybe I'm just tired. it's better then being convinced I'm living in a creepypasta

on another note I'm working on a cool drawing of myself "physically" when I'm bro vs source bro bcs we look pretty different most of the time and I think that's cool and I think I'm cool because I am cool I'm the coolest. I'm so fucking cool