little rant,, (no heavy topics !! just a cw for caps/a bit of swearing)

camisado 6/18/2021 09:54 am 239

today it just seemed that everyone was mad at me in some way. my best friend Max won't talk to me and just is ignoring me bc of how I said that when they try to talk to me when I'm talking to someone else it makes me extremely stressed. I can't help that, it's bc of my ADHD, plus its just extremely annoying. then at lunch ppl were talking bad about me bc I kissed someone WHO I'M DATING without consent, beware I get my mistake but then they talked bad about me, and the ppl talking bad about me were literally ppl I used to be/am friends with. my own f**k1ng friends were talking bad about me, AND MEANT IT. then the other day someone, who again i'm friends with, said nobody loves me/nobody likes it when I touch them (in a non-s3xual way.) touch is literally my love language, its not like I can just change my love language like that. just. everyone I love with my whole heart is mad at me in some way or another. I don't want people to be mad at me, I'm trying my best to please everyone but by pleasing someone, I'm making someone else mad. I want everyone to be happy. I get I'm kinda like,,, the villain of the story but still, I want ppl to be happy. hopefully this didn't like,,, break the rules of the website or anything lol. (ps: max ik you might see this bc you use this website, just talk to me???? please???? i didn't mean to make you mad)