i feel like its my fault why my mom was sad today. so i woke up and two (2) days ago i self harmed since i was so stressed, and my mom just sounded so dissapointment, SunBun (someone my parents cant see) and mr.blue (another person my parents cant ¨see¨) said i should just tell them since they will find out sooner or later, i try to stop and my mom said its not the same or an exuse to cut myself when my dad smokes or drink, so i guess i can relate to my dad when we both cant stop doing something, but still i feel like its my fault