I was talking with a 21 year old man for two years.
I'm fifteen.
I thought I was in love with him, A few days ago I woke up to the worst panic attack of my life and realised, If I let this "relationship" go on any longer then something horrible will happen to me.
I just deleted and blocked him on every social media I could. I'm shaking.
I'm so fucking glad I left before I could send him that letter and allow him to know my address.
I'm so glad I left at all.
My phone has limits on it that make it lock all the apps in the night and unlock them at seven in the morning.
So I'm waiting anxiously for seven to see if he's going to react to me leaving him.
I'm terrified of how he may react but if he's silent that might be even more terrifying.
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