big vent cuz i feel like trash (tw in desc)

V4MP1RE_GUTZZ 5/28/2021 01:18 pm 531

TW: s3xual harassment, su!c!de, h0m0phobic/tr4nsphobic slurs, rly toxic and cruddy people

so today i was at school and we’ve been taking these really really long tests the past 3 days so we got to go outside on the track field when we finished. i was sitting with my s/o and my friends, who are all girls/non binary, and we were just talking about random things like music and video games and whatnot. we’re basically just minding our business and then this girl who would s3xually harass me last year sat down next to me and just randomly joined our conversation. I was rly uncomfy but i didn’t wanna say anything to my friends since I didn’t wanna start problems and nobody ever believes that a girl can s3xually harass a guy. (which is bs i hate it so much like pls help)

for the most part, everything was fine but then this group of- you know those rly stereotypical popular kids who say slurs every other sentence and curse out teachers and think people who have dyed hair are depressed social rejects?- they were those kinda people

A girl had her phone out from the time they came up to us (which I’m pretty sure she was filming us) and a guy started trying to flirt with us and was saying gross things to us and kept trying to harass us into giving him our phone numbers. There was a few other people with them and they were laughing and watching and mumbling that we should just go die. The girl who was filming us chimed in with the guy and pointed me out and said “hold up- wait no- BRUH I THINK THATS A BOY???” and then the other people started just calling me slurs like the t and f slur.

Me and my friends were trying our best to ignore them but it was rly hard so we just decided to go move before somebody snapped. As we were getting up to walk away the guy started laughing and jumping around like a clown and took the phone from the girl filming and started yelling into the camera about how big of social rejects we are to not want to date him (im not one to say this but this guy was ugly asf that’s all im saying)

it was just rly shitty and awful and i wish this day never existed i keep banging my head on walls i just wanna know why people want be to kms so badly like i literally just breathe and leave people alone????