[TW!!] feel free to vent here !!

Kazkinnie 3/27/2021 02:05 pm 1203

I’ll be venting here too, no judging <33 you’re safe here

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sanrioclinic
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Mar 31, 2021 7:13 pm

i’m back yall

tw for s/h, just general bad stuff — also advice maybe ?? idk man i’m desperate

i’m feeling so weird and bad lately and i have so many intrusive thoughts like punch ur leg til it bruises or scratch until it bleeds and i’m trying to hard to not listen to them but i scratch so much and pick all my scabs bc i hate seeing them. i’m so fucking disgusting i hate my whole being i just want to be loved and wanted and i want to be free from my human body but i cant and i just hhhhhhh i want to hurt myself so bad bc i deserve it. i feel like my friends all hate me and i have to stop myself from texting them because i’m gonna fucking annoy them. i feel like i don’t have anyone. i just want to be ok again. i miss being little and not having these thoughts and problems. i hate it here

CorsetSin
Member

Mar 31, 2021 11:48 am

[TW relapse]

So my parents let me dye half (the back not the side) of my hair and now is growing out and they arent letting me re-dye it and they said they're gonna cut my hair once it fully grows out and that they dont care what i think about it . ITS MY FUCKING HAIR. and plus my hair is curly so its oin to take forever to grow back. they feel like they have to have control of every single little aspect of my fucking life. "get all A's" " keep your room clean" " if you have time to watch anime then you have time to study" "stop wastin your time on cosplaying" " youre startin to get fat" im literally 120 lbs, aka HEALTHY FOR MY FUCKING AGE. I'm tired of living here, its almost like they dont even care about me and they only care about what they seem to be as parents. istg im going to relapse if this keeps happening (dont mind any spelling errors)

MotoCat
Member

Mar 28, 2021 3:37 pm

tw: self harm

I used to self harm, and ive been getter a shit tone of urges. I know my family will be sad so i will never self harm again. but its so hard, often i get into scrapes, and as im cleaning my wounds, i am in like, pure heaven. especialy licking my wounds like a cat. I am still going.

camisado
Member

Mar 28, 2021 12:20 pm

tw: s/h, god complex (???), suicide.

i want to slit my wrists till all the walls are covered in blood. it's not like i dont wanna die, but i want to be on the brim of death forever. I want to be on the brim of dying 24/7. I want to be immortal. I want to use all my lives/my forgiveness from whatever god is up in the sky, so they make me immortal. I want to be fake, I want to be god. I want to feel the despair of being on the brim of death 24/7 or I want to rule the world. I want to rule the world and have everyone at my feet.

D3B
Member

Mar 28, 2021 10:52 am

TW: PET DEATH + PET INJURY

a couple years ago my dog hurt her leg running in my backyard, but then it got better and only bothered her if we would take her on long walks and it wasn't affecting her too much every day. but recently i've noticed my dog's been having some trouble getting up from laying down bc of her back legs (i think she also has a hip problem, which is common in labrador retrievers) and I'm very scared because my grandparent's dog had to be put down because his back legs were really causing him trouble. it doesn't help that chocolate labs (which my dog is) have a shorter life span than other labs do. she's already 9 years old and i've had her for most of my life. i love her so much and i don't know what i'll do when she's gone.

sanrioclinic
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Mar 28, 2021 7:15 am

oop here we go yall

TW for lgbtphobia and s*icidal thoughts, also i sound kinda crazy here apologies—

i’m constantly worried about the future and what my conservative family will think of me if i ever tell them my sexuality/gender identity bc i know they don’t like the lgbt tingz and it makes me rly paranoid that they’ll find out before i’m in a safe space to tell them and it makes me wanna game over myself sometimes bc i love my parents so much and i don’t want them to hate me or disown me bc of who i am and it’s a constant fear i’ll live with probably forever bc i’m a pussy and i’ll probably never actually tell them n i wanna die thinking about it hahahaha!!!!!! the only thing keeping me from hurting myself is the fact that they’ll find out and go through all my shit again and make it even WORSE!!!!!!!

Gay
Member

Mar 27, 2021 6:41 pm

dysphoria be hitting hard recently :[

(today i was hanging out w my friend and she used my pronouns and showed me guys that were cute to her [im mlm] and it felt v nice for her to be one of the first ppl to use my correct pronouns :] )

purpleghost219
Member

Mar 27, 2021 5:19 pm

@Kazkinnie: thank you
i have a LOZ rotator that helps me sometimes

i think imma convert my closet into a little safe space
well see how it goes..

asuka
Member

Mar 27, 2021 4:39 pm

i have rly bad ibs and i clogged the highschool bathrooms... they havent been fixed yet

Kazkinnie
Member

Mar 27, 2021 4:13 pm

@purpleghost219: I’m really sorry that’s happening I have issues with the sounds of my dogs eating and sniffing (?) and people often interpret it as me hating them, I have issues with social situations and loud rooms and I have a few things that personally help me!! I usually have my own spot where I can hide if it’s too much but if you can’t do that i have this one rainbow cuff that calms me down for some reason, like folding it to keep me distracted and I observe the color patterns and stuff to keep my mind off of what’s going on around me!! Sorry if this didn’t help but you’re free to vent or ask for advice whenever u want, I’ll try my best to help I hope things go well and I’m glad you could vent here !!

[TW!!] feel free to vent here !!

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