so i have a stepsibling the same age as me, we'll just call her E. this summer she's been staying at her mom's house a lot, and we really only see each other once every two weeks most of the time. my phone isnt working and i cant text her, so we contact each other through our school emails. whenever we're talking irl, shes fine talking to me and stuff. but in emails she seems more dry and annoyed. she usually ignores my messages until i send a seperate message asking if the messages from before went through, and 99% of the time the mesages did go through, she just never answered them? this has been happening more and more and i feel like she's getting sick of me. it happens more every day and keeps making me feel worse about myself. i wanna keep talking to her but it feels like im being annoying and clingy. i dont wanna bother her, but not being able to talk to her just hurts me even more. i feel like an annoying piece of shit about it and im afraid of confronting her about it, since she's been going through some stuff and i dont wanna make her feel guilty about anything.. i dont wanna seem selfish about all this. i dont wanna take up all of E's time and space. am i being too clingy? am i being annoying? i dont know what to do or how she thinks of me anymore, and i dont know if i can take this anymore.
and i know im not really supposed to vent on here and im sorry about that, but i have nowhere else to go since E is usually the person i go to to vent.
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