did anyone else feel unhuman as a kid / why did i feel unhuman as a kid

traves 4/18/2023 12:56 pm 5101

title, (weird qeustion i know.)

like i alwyas th0ught i was adopte d because I was so different from every1 else. and, is there a reason why?

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Apr 23, 2023 4:39 am

Personally, I am neurodivergent, and have Dissociative Identity Disorder, with most of us not being human in the inner world. I, the host, am not even human on the inside world in my brain. In the inner world, I am actually a skinwalker witch, and I spend most of my time as either a wolf or a fox.

A lot of the times, when people feel inhuman, it is because they either have some sort of neurological disorder like ADHD and autism, or they have been treated differently based on the groups collective interests being different, gender identity, sexuality, race, religion, etc. For me, it was all of the above, so I never was able to fit in anywhere. This, combined with a hyperfixation on mythical creatures and a lot of emotional trauma has resulted in a shattered consciousness, weak sense of self, and to this day, have this feeling of rejection towards humanity in relation to myself. This is actually why I use they/he/it pronouns. I identify as male, but we are a collective of people within one body, and most of the time I feel like a creature. My partner calls me a goblin ahacutee mushy

Apr 22, 2023 7:10 pm

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autism my friend. autism.

Apr 22, 2023 4:42 pm

idk I hated everyone in my pre k class for no reason and I gained consciousness when I scraped my knee (still in pre k)

Apr 22, 2023 4:37 pm

@Hadley_The_Swag_Rat: Working on it.

Apr 22, 2023 12:35 pm

@Phosfate: Did you reach your goal of becoming a lion?

Apr 22, 2023 12:21 pm

sorry for talking on this thread, but I can’t dm any of my friends and this is the only way I can do it. Hey

Apr 20, 2023 2:04 pm

i always felt like a strange little creature as a kid, not really sure why but im guessing its because 1. autism 2. my older siblings left me out of stuff alot 3. homeschooled. i still feel like that tbh especially with me having to talk to more people i dont know super well this year.

Apr 20, 2023 12:51 pm

@shaneskitten: s0rt of related but i used 2 think there was multiple versions of me:??? like a chinese verson of me that was exactly like me just spoke chinese and shiz

Apr 18, 2023 4:16 pm

i used to say i was from china (i am mostly ehite) i thought everything came from china, so obvi that means me too (i am from canada)

Apr 18, 2023 4:07 pm

I dont know, and I still dont know I just have no one that I can really relate to yk? shrugcrying