Any other gay trans people really wish they could have had that classic gay awakening that people always talk about. The cute storybook thing where you just fall in love with some person and realize you're gay. Instead I just had to deal with a ton of dysphoria until I figured out what being trans was and that just so happened to mean I was gay. I dream all the time about the perfect realizing story that feel like it was out of a book but I can't have that because I was born like this and it just makes me so very sad.
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