Littlebluefreak's Profile

Horror lover and enthusiast (>.<)

DDLC and Fran Bow are my absolute FAVE -♡

(Other horror media I’m very fond of also include IT, The Conjuring universe as a whole, Childs play but particularly The Bride of Chucky and Seed of Chucky, The Babadook, FNAF, Creepypasta, and so much more :3)

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I like lots of different things !!  (∩˃ω˂∩)

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Blue freak and lover <33

Words of blue below↓

[ These are all quotes from the poetry book “Bluet’s” by Maggie Nelson. I recommend this book with all my heart especially if you have a much deeper, and more personal relationship and love for the color blue. Like me :) ]

“Suppose I were to begin by saying that I had fallen in love with a color. Suppose I were to speak this as though it were a confession; suppose I shredded my napkin as we spoke. It began slowly. An appreciation, an affinity. Then, one day, it became more serious. Then (looking into an empty teacup, its bottom stained with thin brown excrement coiled into the shape of a sea horse) it became somehow personal.“

“And so I fell in love with a color—in this case—the color Blue.”

“For just because one loves blue does not mean that one wants to spend one’s life in a world made of it.”

“But what goes on in you when you talk about color as if it were a cure, when you have not yet stated your disease.”

“Does the world look bluer from blue eyes? Probably not, but I choose to think so.”

“Is to be in love with blue, then, to be in love with a disturbance? Or is the love itself the disturbance? And what kind of madness is it anyway, to be in love with something constitutionally incapable of loving you back?”

“When I talk about color and hope, or color and despair, I am not talking about the red of a stoplight, a peri-winkle line on the white felt oval of a pregnancy test, or a black sail strung from a ship's mast. I am trying to talk about what blue means, or what it means to me, apart from meaning.”

“But how can it be? How can it be? Was I too blue for you. Was I too blue.“

“Mostly I have felt myself becoming a servant of sadness. I am still looking for the beauty in that.”

“What I know: when I met you, a blue rush began. I want you to know, I no longer hold you responsible.”

“Well then, it is as you please. This is the dysfunction talking. This is the disease talking. This is how much I miss you talking. This is the deepest blue, talking, talking, always talking to you.”