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for me its like. I'm a guy but not and I'm also nothing but also something oddly specific that can't be put into words, yknow?

i want to dress masculine but not like the stereotypical term of masculine. i want to dress feminine but not like the stereotypical term of feminine either. i dress gender-neutral most of the time but i get perceived as either "too feminine or too masculine". i mix up the way i dress by sometimes wearing a lot of makeup but wear basketball shorts and a baggy hoodie. sometimes wear dresses when i feel feminine or feel "like a girl". sometimes i wear a baggy shirt with basketball shorts and wear a hat to make my hair look short even though my hair is already short. i wear yellow things because it reminds me of the sun and that day, i feel like the sun. shining and confident. sometimes i wear blue because it reminds me of water and wind, so i'm chill and humble and become one with the water and wind. i honestly can't explain my gender by how i dress, how i talk, what i feel, or how i feel things...

my gender is everything and everywhere.. it's fluid.

a can of ultra strawberry dreams monster, chilled and with a blue silly straw in it, sitting on a purple glass plate, with a ring of blue cotton candy surrounding it

a cat laying in the sun and basking in the warmth & also the cold and deepness and secrets of the ocean, the moon shining on the waves and in the forests, queer love and trans joy & but also the blood n guts and unsettling-ness of the human body

but mostly cats :3

I wanna be a girl but also I don’t and I wanna be genderless and like I wanna be masculine but in a way that is a girl way. (I currently identify as a demigirl and use they/she