Returning To YouTube

CellularMango 5/6/2013 05:22 pm 2199

My partner brought it to my attention that ever since my account has been taken from me, I’ve been in this intense slump [which is an understatement].
Of which I agree.
They note how I’m not passionate about anything anymore and I’m not excited about things. I’m just kind of here. I need something that keeps me occupied and my Youtube channel had done just that.
It kept me busy and happy. There was always stuff going on and always stuff to do- People to interact with and help-
So, while I’m not going to go the extent of where I was before- I know I’m not going to get all of my views back or subscribers, but I guess as a way to regain a little bit of my identity and bring back some happiness in my life: this could be worth it.
I know some will be cheering and others will be virtually yelling at me about how much of an idiot I am for doing this- And many others don’t even know who I am or why this matters-
But for right now to be rather blunt about it: instead of constantly thinking and trying to kill myself, I think a much better past-time is getting back on Youtube and surviving-
I will be using the account that I had started in 2009. Here is the link if you wish to subscribe:
http://www.youtube.com/user/ReichelPate
All 60 videos will come up over a span of time. They will not be daily or weekly though. I need to go slow and steady with this come-back.
Thank you all for the support- It has meant so much to me- I cannot thank you all enough for everything you’ve done for me.
If you’re not interested in tutorials and would just like to see my work as I make it, there is obviously this page as well as my Instagram [@CellularMango] that you may follow.