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i am all genders at once (especially xenogenders) but bc i'm empathgender when hearing other's gender experiences or even just being around them will make my gender closer to that than normal ^-^ when connecting to other's gender, it's sort of like my gender's a blackhole swallowing their gender to add to themself

void. dark. scary. and uh its kinda like the song 4 H 4 2 by smoothtrial42 x shyguy? or the song six forty seven. idrk how else to describe it

OOOOOO YES YES YES I have no idea how to put it cause it clashes against what gives me gender envy- but like- my gender is three things.

It’s either the feeling you get when you visit a local creek and find animal bones either in the water or to the side of the stream.

That or it’s when you’re walking through an old antique shop you never visited but is in your hometown- as if you’re just now noticing it despite how long living there. Though, despite that, it feels like you’ve seen it in a dream. You have this vague recollection of the layout and cluttered shelves as if your brain is making you believe youve been there cause ya know- you had to of! It’s your home after all? You refuse to believe that there may have been things you missed or looked over in childhood. You refuse.

OR,,,,, my gender is an old roller rink you visit when its failed to readapt to the modern day and still has items and attractions from the early 2000s. Yeah, it sucks, but you find comfort in the nostalgia, the classic bowling alley carpet, and the neon paintings of roller skates on the walls.

I’m usually the antique shop though-

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