well... guess I'm back to being numb...

Trinityxyzz 11/18/2024 08:05 am 346

so ig tw? uh idk anymore

i thought things were getting better. ive been more confident, 15 days clean from sh and n!cot!ne, everything going good.

and then my friend joked about adding sa into a nove shes writing.

my mom went through my phone and found it

and she lectured me.

and it went off the rails

these are things i remember... everything else is blurred

"everything i do for you goes to shit."

"i lost my job, i lost my career..."

im done.

im seriously done.

like im just numb.

its a whole new level of pain when you cant even cry anymore

when you just breathe and accept it

im worthless

edit: y'all, thank you so much. i love yall, and no im not gonna @ttempt now. thank you