I wish I could go to take a shower without glancing at my body and getting mad at myself. I always end up crying and when people ask me what’s wrong I explain to them and they always just say I’m too young to experience it. I’ve had dysmorphia since I was 7 and I’ve had dysphoria since I was 11-12. My parents wouldn’t understand. They’re openly transphobic and homophobic. The only friends in my classes are cis. I don’t have a problem with them, since they support me and call me masculine nicknames, but I just wish I was MORE masc. I feel like I still look like a little girl. I want a binder without my parents knowing and I want my hair shorter. I also feel like my style is more fem and I need to change that,but my style also makes me happy and I feel like not as many people are staring at me 24/7. Idk. I just wish I was born in a male body. I wish I was a skinny dude
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