gonna feel awful in the morning but imma do it anyways!!

confused_chaos 10/5/2021 08:27 pm 495

sooooooo

im about to go drink a bottle of mountain dew, clean the kitchen bc my mom wanted me to, actually do my hw, reread blood of olympus, draw in my sketchbook, and if im still wide awake ill probably watch anime or some shit idek, and if im tired ill drink the monster thats being stored in my dresser for lack of better hiding spot, then do that, and then probs make kandi or something and then by the time i finish that itll probably be time to make breakfast??? idk but its about 10:30 pm rn (im only doing this bc my dad is on a business trip or some shit and wont be home until thursday or friday)

gonna feel like shit and might fall asleep at school but at least ill be productive 2night???

(why do i force myself to suffer - idk i just do)