sobs TW LIGHT CUSSING, LIGHT CAPS, MENTION OF SU1C1DE!!!

timaeusTestified 9/29/2021 03:26 pm 334

Why is my mom so hard on me all the time? she's always on my back about school work and she says she understands me but she really doesn't. She gets her 2nd call from my school abt me being su1c1dal and she still treats me like i have to be perfect. I can't force myself to do my schoolwork and she doesn't understand that. I'm over here crying because i can't find any motivation to do my school work and she's telling me how i need to do better. LIKE I CAN'T. I hate gym and math class bc in gym i couldn't breath and we were running the mile and the gym teacher started yelling at me to run bc i was walking bc I COULDN'T FUCKING BREATHE. Then in stupid math class my teacher read my texts and then i got in trouble bc i cussed in my texts. (she can see my computer screen) 2 of my friends are being jerks. I can't find any motivation to do my missing work and if i don't get all my missing assignments in my mom said i can't hang out with my friends on halloween. My friend lied to me and won't explain why. I'm so upset rn. Everyone is being mean to me and everyone hates me. i just wanna live an easier life. -Travis

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kellynjane659
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Sep 29, 2021 3:44 pm

well travis, sounds like you have the universe bitting you in the ass!!! step back and take a deep breath. dont yell at mom sometimes we really do and sometimes we really dont understand you even if you dont believe us. IF YOU TRURLEY ARE THINKING OF TAKING YOUR LIFE PLEASE DONT!!!! the would would be a shitty place with out you. AND I MEAN THAT FROM THE HEART!!! school is hard but nessecary if you dont understand go to the counselor. talk to the math teacher. i know i also didnt like it. a tudor helped. as far as gym class yeah that sucks a fat babys ass too! if you cant run walk. tell the gym teacher not to discriminate against you for walking or you will report him for it. friends dont need'em if they are jerks. friends help you up in life they dont bring you down. have faith in yourself. cut out the negativity and if you need help ask! go to the counselor at school or a trusted teacher. most certainly do not hurt yourself. it not only hurts you but everyone around you for the rest of there lives as well. i know this for fact. i have faith in you and i know you CAN do it!!!!!!!!! you just have to believe in yourself. sometime just standing up and screaming and stomping your feet helps.