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timaeusTestified 9/24/2021 09:03 am 445

Ok this might not make sense but here we go. So i feel like there is someone elses voice other than mine in my head (not my thoughts i’m not that stupid) But it has a different personality and i’ll argue with that voice bc it like to try to tell me to do stupid shit and sometimes i feel like i am that person and they do the stupid shit then when i am me again i can’t figure out why i did the stupid shit. Its like there’s two of me but with two completely different personalities. The other me (the one who does stupid shit) has a more angry personality and is usually sad and tired but kinda insane. The there’s me (the one who argues) i’m usually more energetic and happy kinda sad but i also go into little space as them but not as the other. Both of us are kinda violent and have a lot of the same interests. Idk if this is just my moods or whats going on but can y’all help me figure this out?

Ok there are 3 now and the third is tired and kinda like a peacemaker? they stop the other two from arguing. the third also is kinda chill happy but easily irritated.

they are kinda quiet unless something happens or there is something stupid to do.

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timaeusTestified
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Sep 27, 2021 5:28 am

@Chewerz: Okay so i was thinking a lot and realized there was certain points in my memory where i don't remember anything. so we figured it could be 1-a but we aren't completely sure yet

Saplingsys
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Sep 24, 2021 3:52 pm

@Cl0wnD0ughC0s: Alright, Im glad you guys got somewhere! Hopefully you will get the rest figured out soon! Let us know if you need any more help! -Noah

timaeusTestified
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Sep 24, 2021 2:16 pm

@Chewerz: I did do a shit ton of research (yes i do have childhood trauma) and we don't have amnesia between switches. OSDD fits the best for us but we don't know if its 1-a or 1-b. -Jayce

Saplingsys
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Sep 24, 2021 1:18 pm

We are an [currently undiagnosed] OSDD 1-b system. As a system, I think that this might be osdd, probably 1-a. OSDD 1-a is when you have two or more alters, but they are more like versions of you(the host), rather than completely different people like in 1-b. But with OSDD 1-a, you usually have some amnesia between alters. So, if you dont have any amnesia between alters, than it might not be OSDD 1a.

You do need some sort of childhood trauma to be a DID/OSDD system. It wouldnt have had to have been @bu$e(censoring just in case), it could have been something like bullying, physical pain that made you feel distressed, emotional trauma, a few traumatic events, or something like that. But, if you do have childhood trauma, than this might be OSDD/DID.

You could also just be you arguing with yourself? Some people just argue or talk to themself. I think it could be either case,but I really think it might be OSDD 1a, so I would research that one first to see if that fits.

Send us a message if you need any more help! We would love to help you work this out!-Noah from The Sapling System