I hate school i'm already failing a class and have over 6 missing assignments and its only been the first few weeks. my mom figured this out and now is rlly mad. she just doesn't seem to understand that i'm trying as hard as i can. she also keeps deadnaming me and misgendering me and when i call her out about it she gets mad. today i mowed my grandmas lawn lawn for 20$ so can i can work on buying my halloween costume/ new cosplay. i got home and asked her if i could order it and she said no even though she had said yes earlier today. she acts like she doesn't know why i'm so angry or upset all the time today was the first day i have gotten praise in a couple months. almost all my teachers except for maybe 3 of them deadname me even though they were informed of everything with parent permission. (at our school we have to get parent permission to be called by our preferred name since we are still minors and its so stupid) my friend's boyfriend is super toxic but nothing i tell my friend will convince him that his boyfriend is a bad person. (his boyfriend manipulates him, tells him to d1e, says "i hate you" to him and that kinda stuff) I was trying to talk about something that i rlly like and was excited about but i kept getting interrupted and called annoying or stupid. i don't know what the hell is going on in class. a friend pointed out to me that my voice is getting quieter and i'm not talking as much anymore. someone who i thought was a friend tried to hit me (i blocked it). anyway i'm gonna go cry now.
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