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flowers4beeduo 5/13/2021 11:07 am 291

today i tried to help my friends by trying to get this girl that had been annoying them to leave them alone, and apparently I had hurt her so she told the principal and blah blah blah. now thats not what im sad about, im sad because my principal told me people are scared of me. i dont wanna be scary. i already feel like a disgusting, horrible, ugly monster. i dont want people to be scared, i just wanted everyone to be happy. im trying so hard to please everyone, and i just cant do it. my mom is gonna yell and just.

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May 14, 2021 8:09 am

You need to explain to the principle why you did that and the whole situation with said friend, and maybe if the friend themselves feel comfortable, maybe have them come with you. As for your mom, do the same thing. Violence was definitely not the best choice in this situation, however you were just trying to protect a friend, the principle shouldnt be calling you those things because it was just a mishap. I believe in you

May 13, 2021 2:48 pm
@past3l_mall_goth: (i hope you dont mind me translating this) "i'm so sorry this happened to you, you are so nice im not even kidding it is so messed up that your principal said that, you shouldn't believe him because if they say that to a student they are a terrible principal and its not true, please dont think your scary because anyone who says that are very very wrong" ( i do hope i translated this right)
May 13, 2021 2:44 pm

you can do it, try to see if you can get other people to see your point of view, you were helping your friend and it sucks that people are afraid of you, you shouldnt feel like a monster, or feel guilty, you were helping your friend, an as long as you know that and they know that, then you know your efforts were not for nothing, dont try to please everyone just focus on yourself and slowly spread your (hopefully) newfound positivity outward, like a good virus ( i apologize if none of this made sense)

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May 13, 2021 2:39 pm

@past3l_mall_goth: can i have a translation? /pos

May 13, 2021 11:51 am

1m so sorry th1s happ3n3d to you you ar3 so n1c3 1m not 3v3n k1dd1ng and 1ts so m3ss3d up that your pr1nc1pal sa1d that you shouldnt b3l13v3 h1m b3caus3 1f th3y say that to a stud3nt th3y ar3 a t3rr1bl3 pr1n1pal and 1ts not tru3 pl3as3 dont th1nk you ar3 scary becaus3 anyon3 who says that ar3 v3ry v3ry wrong

May 13, 2021 11:23 am

I'm so sorry this happened to you *crying* I really hope you feel better soon. maybe try to sleep it off? that usually helps me