Depression

DesiiDamage 8/28/2015 12:01 pm 1723

So I'm currently a sophomore in high school, in marching band, AP English, and two orchestras. Lately I've just been really stressed and depressed. I really just want to relapse, go back to the blade. I went over a year without it and then relapsed, I'm currently 6 months clean. But it's so hard and I'm falling apart and in just.. M I don't know what to do. I need a friend and I just.. Idk. Right now I'm posting this in 6th hour, I had panic attacks all throughout first and second hour, and then cried, LIKE EVERYONE SAW ME in 4th hour. And I still have to stay after school because ml marching band is playing at tonight's football scrimmage. Idk. I'm so down, I just need a friend I guess or something. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT OR NEED. I'm falling apart.

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cookies143
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Aug 30, 2015 2:19 pm

I know how you feel. you can message me if you want. Have you tried talking to a counselor? i would like to think that they can be some help to. stay strong .

Meow
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Aug 30, 2015 1:30 pm

i know this is going to sound clieshe (i know i spelled that wrong) but stay strong and keep pushing things are going to get worse before they get better. best wishes, -Purple_Kandi_Rainbow

VampireKitten
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Aug 29, 2015 10:45 am

I am almost always available if you want/need advice or help or a friend. Message me whenever. Here's a little tip. THROW AWAY YOUR BLADES. It helps a lot. *virtual hugs* good luck and I hope you feel better soon.

Emily
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Aug 28, 2015 7:07 pm

Hey its gonna be alright everything gets better message me if you just need a friend to talk to i guess i dont have depression but i bet i can make you feel better!