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I can relate... I have the same problems and last year, it was only my cousin and my best friends that kept me mentally stable. Since last year, said best friend moved away and I have found new reasons to live. I have more friends and distract myself with anime, youtube, wattpad, quotev, music, books, etc. Find something to obsess over and forget about all of those thoughts. If you ever need a random crazy person to talk to, I will be there. just message me.

Yes. You need to talk to your doctor and your parents about this. This should not be something you should keep bottling up. If your depression is really that bad to the point you feel suicidal then you need to contact your doctor quickly before you do anything. When I was 8 I felt suicidal and I didn't tell anyone (when I should've). I stopped myself by telling myself that things would get better and that killing myself is never worth it. It never solves anything. I'm not trying to scare you or anything. But this is a serious matter that needs to be taken care of. Your doctor could give you medicine or send you to a therapist to help you with your depression. Keep holding on. Remember: suicide is never worth it.

It's completely normal to feel the way you are. I'm 15 and started feeling that way as young as 10. But honey, please don't try it. I've tried twice, an you know what I've discovered? When it's your time to die, then you'll die. But do not try and make that time be now, because it is not now. Simple as that. Message me, I'm here for you. I honestly want to help in any way I can. It's very important you tell someone how you're feeling. And I know that's a hard thing to do. But you can always do like I did, and just write a letter to your counselor or parent. It may not seem like it now, and everyone will tell you this but it really does get better. I'm living proof. Ending your life will not allow you the opportunity to let things get better.