gender- confused- *screams*

Mama_WeAllGo2Hell 6/4/2023 01:36 pm 260

im really confused about my gender. ive been considering if im genderfluid?? or like under that umbrella somewhere?? i dunno how i feel about using he/him pronouns rn. right now i feel more gender-neutral?? i still love masc labels like "brother" though... i wanna be able to wear a skirt without feeling dysphoric. i wanna be able to wear my binder again without having a bit of a PTSD reaction. ive always wondered why i feel more masc but was usually fine with the body I have. does that make me less like a transmasc person?? im reallllly confused :[

edit: heres a bit more of an explanation- so like i've been identifying as many different labels under transmasc umbrella lately (mostly transmasc nonbinary), but now im leaning more towards gender-neutral stuff, and i dont know how i feel about using he/him pronouns at the moment. I barely ever feel feminine though. mostly feel androgynous lately. and yes i know gender identity does not equal pronouns and gender identity does not equal gender expression, i know those things are separate lol