this looks stupid :/

Lol, I'm glad you're happy A couple of tips for getting patterns approved... this is for everyone, not just you: Do a search before you submit to see if anyone has already made a pattern similar to yours, or if there are a lot of patterns of that thing. We normally don't approve repeats. Make sure your design requires a pattern; solid colors, simple vertical/horizontal stripes etc won't be approved. Ask yourself, "Could most kandi makers make this without a pattern?" and if the answer is yes, it probably won't be approved. There are more tips on the pattern approval page.