suicidal thoughts, need advise (serious)

Creatures_Rawr 10/24/2014 12:07 am 1561

I am depressed and have many suicidal thoughts I am also very sensitive to many things. I have lately been thinking about committing suicide and i feel like the only thing holding me back now is religion. And I dont know how long i have left till I let go. What should I do? Anyone else have advice? Is it normal for people my age to be feeling this at this extreme?I have been thinking I should go to a psychologist, I also just feel hurt when my friends don't understand me, and I used to be a self harmer a pretty long time ago but stopped, because I realized there was no point in being one. I feel that I threatened myself after I stopped self harming saying if I ever want to self harm again, that will be my last day. But I am thinking about help.

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Dec 13, 2014 1:35 pm
I can relate... I have the same problems and last year, it was only my cousin and my best friends that kept me mentally stable. Since last year, said best friend moved away and I have found new reasons to live. I have more friends and distract myself with anime, youtube, wattpad, quotev, music, books, etc. Find something to obsess over and forget about all of those thoughts. If you ever need a random crazy person to talk to, I will be there. just message me. happy
Nov 3, 2014 3:58 pm
life is precious don't give up. i realized at 9 that when god/cthulu/celestia/theuniverse wants/needs you to die you will don't speed it up. get help immediately. i didn't and i wiz sad for like ever. I'm still depressed but i realized that life is not for the taking so now I'm more of a chillax person. i still am scared of oldness and slow death but i am better.get help NOW PLEASE!!!!!!!
Oct 25, 2014 5:51 pm
Yes. You need to talk to your doctor and your parents about this. This should not be something you should keep bottling up. If your depression is really that bad to the point you feel suicidal then you need to contact your doctor quickly before you do anything. When I was 8 I felt suicidal and I didn't tell anyone (when I should've). I stopped myself by telling myself that things would get better and that killing myself is never worth it. It never solves anything. I'm not trying to scare you or anything. But this is a serious matter that needs to be taken care of. Your doctor could give you medicine or send you to a therapist to help you with your depression. Keep holding on. Remember: suicide is never worth it.
Oct 24, 2014 12:44 pm
ending your life isn't worth it. i know you feel like your life is just useless & theres no point in being here anymore, but suicide isn't the answer. i promise it'll get better <3 i love you, so don't let go
Oct 24, 2014 9:04 am
It's completely normal to feel the way you are. I'm 15 and started feeling that way as young as 10. But honey, please don't try it. I've tried twice, an you know what I've discovered? When it's your time to die, then you'll die. But do not try and make that time be now, because it is not now. Simple as that. Message me, I'm here for you. I honestly want to help in any way I can. It's very important you tell someone how you're feeling. And I know that's a hard thing to do. But you can always do like I did, and just write a letter to your counselor or parent. It may not seem like it now, and everyone will tell you this but it really does get better. I'm living proof. Ending your life will not allow you the opportunity to let things get better.
Oct 24, 2014 5:04 am
Hi there, I am sorry you are having this extremely difficult bump in your life. Do not feel this is not normal. There are plenty of teens, children, and adults who battle depression daily. It is always good to make a list of things to keep you happy, what you love, and a list of what you hate. By doing this, you keep doing what you love and not what makes depressed. And for the suicidal thoughts, you have to call anyone you have the most trust in to help you cope. Talking to others makes the t houghs not as bad, you might still have them. But its good to have people in your coner to help. I hope this works , and things work out for you. happy